otometic

You give them back, then give them hell.

I kinda just got through some unbelievable stuff, although it's not in actual real life, but it's still drama nonetheless.

Had gotten tired of dealing with a "friend" (one-sided friendship and expectations) lately so I'm feeling much more relieved at the thought I don't have to walk on eggshells anymore around them. Kind of just gotten rid of all the drama/shit-starters as well. I'm getting too old for that shit, I recently just turned 30. LOL.

But anyways! Hoping I can get back into the drawing groove again but that would require my depressive-short-attention-spanned self to allow it and that's very unlikely. Lately I've just been drowning myself into Monster Hunter World: Iceborne, so I'm having way too much fun with that while battling depression and sleep-deprivation. Anyways, I might rest soon. I'll do my best to try and make something eventually........maybe... 👀

I haven't been having enough sleep lately...and waiting days and days for a game you supposedly preordered (and well, the courier lost it) and never came does not help either.

Well, now I got my refund for that but this 2nd time, the post made a mistake passing somewhere so the parcel perhaps took a wrong turn so instead of getting here yesterday it's still not here. I ordered the first one on the 26th of September hoping I'd get it at least a couple of days after its release (16th) but it's now 27th and still not here and I'm just so restless...

God why do I even let video games take over my life...???

It's been years since I worked on anything... I'm not entirely sure I'd ever go back to art making or anything creative to be honest. I did go back to it for awhile last year but I don't really have the talent so I'd rather not try too hard. Still, I'll do it when it's fun. Perhaps I'll get back to it again someday. Who knows, right? Can't really tell what's gonna happen in the future but crossing my fingers. Might move somewhere that isn't France either which would be fantastic :v

This was a really old drawing. I had it almost half-way done, or at least I think.... Well, I'd work on it, and it was done as though almost I'm about to finish it. But being the picky person that I am, I wanted to change many things. So in the end, I scrapped the old pose, and redid it.
It's actually Fuuko of Flame of Recca.

that my point commission's been in hiatus.

and i'm actually thinking of continuing with it again. but i only have photoshop, i really need a SAI or something.
i do have SAI on my PC but it has pressure problems right now. Orz

but i'll try drawing with just my photoshop, and if i like the outcome, i think that'll decide that i'll continue with point commissions again.